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Saturday, Mar. 29, 2003--09:13
all slimfast smells the same.

they were out of my pria vanilla crisp bars at work today so i had to get the slimfast chewy granola chocolate chip bar. the granola smells like the drinks which smell like the granola. its all the same. i miss my pria; we need to get more in.

Spirited Away was so good; i liked it so much. it ended up being me, C, brad, autumn, and bj (autumn's best friend). i think bj and i have the same sense of humor. scratch that, i think bj and brad have the same sense of humor, cuz he's funny as hell. not quite as funny as brad, but give him time. brad's not as funny as brad sometimes. :) the only thing i didn't like about SA is the same problem i have with any anime- i can't figure out why the japanese think that little girls have to scream in these piercing shrill screams all the time. it hurts, and i can't stand it. "Would you give a job please!?!?!?!?!" she pierces at the witch, shaking in excitement and shuddering in fear. ahhh! its so annoying.

have you ever been mesmerized and scared to death about something at the exact same time? that's how i am with babies. i'm entranced and spellbound by them, but the prospect of having one of my own scares the daylights out of me. i've been so good aobut taking my little blue pills though. :) i don't know though; i know that if i got pregnant, with my past there's no way i'd do anything but have it, but its so freaky to think of having a child. when i walked up to the breakroom last night to clockout roseanne was on, and it was the on where darlene tells her mom she's pregnant. i think in the show she's younger than i am. i don't know though. i know i won't be able to have children safely past the age of 30 because of my body, so i only have 8 years to go through the natural steps of love and marriage and children-making. i've never been good with step programs though, so i know something will end up out of order :)

kristin quit the oracle, so now its just me working on sunday nights, i think. amusingly enough, i didn't go in last week because i had something else to do, and holly wasn't there and kristin didn't go in either because she was sick and quitting anyhow. so alex was by himself. that must have been an interesting night. i should have read the paper to see how it ended up.

anyhow, i need to get back to work and so should you!

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